Sunday, January 20, 2008
Amazingly, 2008 has come, and i feel so old. I'm going to be 25 this year. That's a quarter of a century old. Sometimes i feel i am wasting my life away. I need more excitement, i need more fulfilling things in my life. Tings which i can actually excel in. I feel so constricted sometimes, like a caged animal who sees the world go by. I used to wish I was a skylark, free to fly wherever i wished to go. At the present, what animal am I? Honestly, I don't know. I guess I'd like to be a horse, an animal of power, with not an ounce of fat on me. An animal that swallows the miles of grass up with its hoofs. I feel meaningless now. What's my purpose in life? Dear God, tell me. I want to start contributing to society. I need a field job.
On the lighter side, I watched the boys play tennis yesterday, and they're good!..and especially Paul, the last time i watched him play tennis was quite sometime ago, and now he's damn good at the game!...way to go manz!..and also, jammed with the boys...that was awesome!..haha...i don't usually like to sing, but i think with you guys, i love it!..I really enjoyed yesterday's jamming! let's do that more often ya Paul? Hope you enjoy the book on espionage i passed to you. i've got more books on that, when you're done with that book let me know, will pass it to you. And i also have a book for Jabez, it's on ciphers..i think you'll like that.=)See you guys soon!!
Cheers and Regards,
++ quoth dragonfly at 6:58 PM